Okinawa

FINALLY, a vacation. Am here wiv my best friends and enjoying the sun. I am so happy! hehe

Hopefully, the GPS will take us to the right location tomorrow, and we won't end up late and I won't have to eat plain rice again... hahah

I know I've said this a zillion times, but time really flies! I hope that this time, when I say it's time to look ahead and stop thinking about the past, I will really manage to do so!

Yaay.

(Looking ahead, I really dun wanna be back @ work next week)

originally i thot of complaining about all the things that are going wrong in my life... like WTF why did u say u wanna hav lunch when u dun rilly wanna hav lunch (for 3 times), why wouldnt you just shut up about how everything is not ur fault when no one is blaming anyone, why can't u be clear about what u want, why wouldnt u let me learn, why do i look like i havnt slept in 3 wks, why why why ...

AND THEN, i realise, this is life isnt it, ups and downs ups and downs ... perhaps this is how one learns to appreciate life more.

so ya, happy again... but stil needa find time to go to the gym.

Lost

It's like ... one day you found a new perspective on life... at first u are skeptical, and reluctant to accept it... but after long deliberations and intense struggles, u begin to "see the light" and start to live towards this new take on life.

and then, just as u are thankful for the inspiration, u find that all of it is based on a cheap lie.

I'm lost. God pls guide me thru.

Distracted

I seem to have found something very inappropriate to distract myself with.  It's completely random, inexplicable, and kinda silly, but hey, I'm me, what else do you expect - normal stuff?

Time is just zooming by crazily ... can't believe it's almost half way through December already.  Looking forward to wkends, to Mimi's bday, to Xmas, to New Year's eve, to my bday, to more winter weather (hence wearing my new clothes), to new school term @ Po Lam, to everything I love about the first few months of the year. Yaay!

傻仔

Maybe I was being a 傻仔 to believe all ur bullshit.  Maybe not.  Who knows, and why do I still care?

As long as you are happy.